NaPoWriMo Day 2: First Born

Loose dark curls and gap-tooth smile 

Deep creases under new bright eyes

You resemble your mothers brother as a child

even as your baby cheeks turn inward

Sensitive but less resolute

Your small body already vexed

Full of uneasiness with the blight on empathy 

that permeates post-pandemic beingness

You wear the shame of painted toenails and judgement of other children

You are not easily amused 

Some say you complain too much

And I know you are terrified by your own thoughts

But you do know how to smile and melt hearts

and your laughter is a resonant, calm cupcake

You are making your way through

this tiresome suffocating world

And you will always be your mother’s favorite